A better person everyday ... ?

       A white curtain dancing in front of the window , a fresh breeze  of air blowing in the room , thin strands of sun lurking within the soft light ,  nothing but a sweet vivid silence ; the  sound of  a peaceful day .

      A moment of peace like that , drives the mind into a state of self reflection , the flood of thoughts in your head takes a shape , all the blurry visions become clearer , and all the unspoken words put themselves into delightful meanings.

      A moment like this is priceless , you witness the change and growth you allowed yourself to acquire . You dig deep within yourself , and reach out to the core of it . You think of the meaning of it all , and the purpose of you ; what is it that is so special about yourself ? What is it that makes you who you are ? In a moment like that you can't but just be yourself , You search in your head for the truth of your being ; Who are you ? What changed ? 

     You suddenly tickle your long forgotten emotions and feeling , you meet the human and vulnerable part of yourself , you search for answers of long unanswered questions . you seek self discovery , and all you want to know is , where do you stand ? 

    It is self doubt that leads to growth , owning  up to your mistakes, seeking inner peace, self satisfactory , and self reliance , and most importantly ; self respect . It is when you start questioning yourself  when growth begins . 

    You feel a deep urge to become a better person , you look to do the right things , you decide to live at you own hustle and hard work , stay at your lane and focus on yourself. You decide to try and become a ray of sunshine in a gloomy day , live at your own rules , get rid of your insecurities and intimidations, live for and in your passions . It is when you decide to make of yourself a flourishing growing project , expand your potentials , and be kinder . It is when you decide to own yourself , and behave yourself .It is when you decide to live at your fullest, and push  and grind harder everyday .

   It is when you give yourself a chance , and climb the high mountain of self hate and hopelessness you previously built . It is when you become merciful on yourself  rather than being ruthless. 

   It is taking a deep breath , and drawing a big smile on your face , and believing that tomorrow will be better , and if it's not , you'd try to be better .